You are now at a crossroad. Who am I and what do I want to be. I believe in the K.I.S.S. ( Keep it simple sweetheart) principle, which I have personally failed at often in my life. List the 20 most important goals in your life. Pick out the top 5 items on your list and focus on them. Make them your top priority. Brainstorm how you are going to accomplish those goals. Don't be surprised, if what were once you top goals, have changed over time. I started with the end result and worked backward. My brain is wired weird and I have come to accept this. Remember, this is your life, time and freedom to spend any way you choose.  Nike had it right, "Just do it."